TEARS FROM SOUL

I don't know how many tears I cried this afternoon. I just feel a mixed of rage, and sadness. I received a lot of nice words, and a lot of affection from people. But it is easy to say YOU TOOK THE RIGHT DECISION .. YOU ARE A VERY STRONG WOMAN, YOU HAVE A LOT OF COURAGE. What about this horrible feeling??? Ok I decide to *try* to "forget" and "forgive".
"...we would share, and listen, and support, and welcome, be propelled by passion, not invest in outcomes, we would breathe, and be charmed, and amused by difference, be gentle and make room for every emotion.." A room for every emotion. TODAY I CLOSE DEFENETELY AN EMOTIONAL ROOM AND THREW THE KEY TO THE DEEPEST OCEAN....