I'vE tRiEd RoAdBlOcKs AnD aLl My HaPpY eNdInGs PrEvEnTeD...
I like the sensation of freedom that I feel when I take from myself the heavy cover of critiques, fear, fault, sin and shame resentment .
Then I can forgive and forgive the others. It makes us all free.
I give up turning and returning to the old problems. I refuse to
continue living in the past. I forgive to myself for have taken this
grief during so many time, for stop loving myself and don't learn how
to love the others. Every person is responsible for it behavior, and
what you give, life return it to you.
So this way I do not need to punish anybody, we all are submitted
to the laws of our own conscience, me too!! I continue with my work
of cleaning the negative parts of my mind and just allow to enter love
to my life.
"...Well, I wonder which crime is the biggest ?
Forgetting you or forgetting MYSELF...
Had I heeded the wisdom of the latter
I wouldve naturally loved the former
For ignoring you: my highest voices
For smiling when my strife was all too obvious
For being so disassociated from my body
and for not letting go when it wouldve been the kindest thing
To whom do I owe the biggest apology ?
No ones been crueler than Ive been to me
Im sorry to myself
My apologies begin here before everybody else
Im sorry to myself
For treating me worse than I would anybody else..."*
Love yoursef, take care of you, forgive yourself more often,
don't ignore your highest voices, don't forget about yourself,
trust yourself, be kind with you, find yourself and accept
who and how you are. With these first steps (tough ones I know)
you are going to be able to do the same thing with the others
and hopefully we could live in love&peace.
Love you all!
*Sorry to myself lyrics by Alanis Morissette
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Mário -
I joined the communitie (on Orkut): "Carina is my sexual mith" . :-)
It was very funny.
lot of kisses , Carina