WhAt PaRt Of YoUr MeMoRy Is SeLeCtIvE aNd TeNdS tO fOrGeT? WhAt WiTh ThIs DiStAnCe iT sEeMs So ObViOuS?

I find myself also diging in my soul but it is so harmful. And what I've founded was a lot of things that I can change, these thing doesn't depends on me so what can I do? Absolutely nothing. Positive things? I have a few "ear-people" and happy about it cause I don't want a lot but a few good ones.
Wishes... I wish I can stop crying, I wish to know you, I wish to receive all the answer to the questions I've made , I wish not to wait for you again when I so know nothing is going to change. "...We'll fast forward to a few months/years later and no one knows except the both of us and certanly I have honoured you and respect you, and you so fucking whash you hands cleans of this..." . Lets start to close circles...lets finish things. I so believe that if you don't finish a thing you will never be able to start with a new one. April 17th I've wrote "...I have open wounds, I have my own consistently-currently come and go without explanations, messing my life and breaking my heart everytime. And he revisited when he wants So sad, so frustrating so impossible to describe..." 6 months later still in the same situation? I think it's time to move my ass (and the whole world is going to feel it =) )
"...I have bent for you and I've deprived for you and I'm done I have depressed for you and contorted for you and I'm done I have stifled for you and I've compromised for you and I'm done I have silenced for you and sacrificed for you and I'm DONEEEEEEEE!!! ,,," **
* Strawerry Fields by The Beattles
** Bent for you by Alanis Morissette
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