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HaPpY BiRhDaY AlAnIs NaDiNe MoRiSsEtTe !!!!!

HaPpY  BiRhDaY AlAnIs NaDiNe MoRiSsEtTe !!!!! Alanis was born June 1st 1974 at Riverside Hospital in Ottawa –Canada, 12 minutes after her twin brother (huh sounds like a biography). Well all you who read my blog knows that I have a passion for her but I know that 90% of you do not understand how come a so-grow up-supposed-serious-lawyer is capable to fly to anywhere to see her performing … Well almost everything in life have an explanation. Here my reasons (understandable or not OK I don’t care if u do).
At 1995 when she released Jagged Little Pill I was passing through one of my toughest moments of my life suffering non-stop panic attacks. So I bought the CD and to get relax (believe it or not too) I used to sing every morning the whole CD, like a way to release my rage against me. And used to work perfectly, after singing it I felt a kind of beautiful relief …Every time I felt that I was going to have an attack I just had to listen Alanis and the pain disappeared…I know you are thinking who come a so-called-depressive- I –am- never- going –to- go –out- of- this- painful- thing –which- is- life and no- man –deserves- me, and bla bla bla who people used to say Alanis music is can be such a positive thing to me…
A few years ago I get pregnant of my first son and I had to leave all medication but I have my medicine, my alternative one who was listen her CDs. October the 3rd 1997 my son was born with pneumonia, and I just can see him a few minutes and they took him to another hospital and he was 13 days with oxygen, intensive care. He was far away physically and every morning I woke up didn’t know if he was alive or dead… So I used to put my headphones, heard Alanis CDs and tried keep out the very first deep pain in my life. And also works. Two years later, October 9th 1999 with a 34 weeks pregnancy I broke waters so my daughter was born and since she was so little at 4 am stop breathing by herself so she , named Alanis, was 13 days, yes, yes, yes!!!! Exactly 13 days like her brother with oxygen on intensive cares, and yes, again every morning waking up with the uncertainty about if she was alive or dead. There were the toughest moments of my life for sure. But always I have her singing to me, singing with me (huh or I was singing with her XDDD).
She is for me more than an excellent songwriter, amazing singer and beautiful soul. She was and she is for me like a cool breeze, a warm hug, a shoulder where I can cry, she is my voice, she speaks through her songs for me, she is a sunny day, a perfect storm, the energy I need, the courage to fight against my fears.
You must wondering about my children…well they are physically and mentally healthy, and of course they are Alanis’s biggest fans with mom (they were in her concert at 5 and 3 years old).
If you don’t know it yet (I doubt it) she just release So Called Chaos CD which is absolutely great (I recommend it and nobody pays me for it ah !!! ) and one of my highest moments at the time is when we three, my children and I sing together “Everything” possessed by pleasure and in absolutely bliss.

“…Like anyone would be, you must be flattered by our fascination for you
like any hot blooded woman you have a lot of objects to crave
but we, we are not allowed, we are uninvited, an unfortunate slight…” *

*Our particular version of UNINVITED
We love you
xxxxx

PeRsEvErAnCe.. YoU “CAN” AlWaYs GeT wHaT yOu WaNt …

PeRsEvErAnCe.. YoU “CAN” AlWaYs GeT wHaT yOu WaNt … Oh my how to start with this happiness, this excitement running through my veins??? Put me obstacles you f*cking asshole, I will jump them , you can put them high to me but HIGH !!!
I feel myself on extreme BLISS state level, which is overwhelmed . I can do whatever … crazy things, I don’t care, I don’t want to stop for a second to do things if they are crazy what the hell… in fact last night I do a really crazy thing , do you want a tip?? just one word “phone”…
I think is time to star to do the thing that I want to do, and the good thing is I can make my dream comes true by myself, with attitude, no matter how high the obstacles are…
Why this joy? If you know me you can relate my next weekend trip to London. Oh my God I love England, I love English, I love life, I love everything!!!!!!!!!!
Oops you have to see me …. Singing while I walk on the streets, smiling for everything or nothing, I don’t walk I make little jumps, I feel like a kangaroo . I guess my eyes are so bright that people notice my so-bliss state. And the other good thing…they are happy for me.
Let me enjoy my bliss second and share it with you…..I love to share good things… Now I would love to call someone who is far away but I know that my happiness is also a sort of bad thing for the people who hates others joy… And you are one of these, in fact you never shared anything with me. Anyway why think about you, why bring something sad now to my life (brain balance????)
I want to thank you for being there all the time, for supporting, for your calls, for your words.
“And I salute me for my courage, and I applaud my perseverance, and I embrace me for my faith in the face of adversarial forces that I represent…”
“and I support me in my trusting and I commend me for my wisdom, and I'm amazed by my surrender in the face of threatening forces t hat I represent….”

I aM sOrRy I lOvE mYsElF...

BARCELONA tHe CiTy By ThE mEdItErRaNeAn SeA......

BARCELONA tHe CiTy By ThE mEdItErRaNeAn SeA...... The City by Mediterranean Sea. Two thousand years of history. Open to every innovation. Welcoming, plural, diverse. A city to live and share. In Barcelona, the official languages are Catalan and Spanish. The two languages coexist in a bilingual situation similar to that found in many other parts of the world.
The Barcelona we see around us now, the Barcelona we enjoy today, is a new Barcelona, Mediterranean in keeping with its traditions, with its face to the sea and its arms open to other cultures and peoples, giving and receiving, happy to make and to share its riches.
At the same time the Barcelona of the 21st century, for all its transformations, has not severed its ties with a proud history in which so many generations of cultural diversities have built the firm foundations on which the innovations of modern times have constructed an utterly unique city with a personality that is all its own.
Barcelona is an European capital of astonishing cultural energy and a passion for progress, a city whose day-to-day life brings together every imaginable facet of the most diverse activities: these are the potential that has fashioned the city's present and give it the impetus to move forward into the future.

OK I live here .. I love this city and I invite you all to come and see one of the most beautiful cities of the world!!!
Now I will post Barcelona’s Olimpic song ...You must hear FREDDY MERCURY and our Soprano MONTSERRAT CABALLE ...I bet you are going to be here soon...... And you are very welcomed!!!!!!! ( I am not going to pick up you at airport XDDDDD)

Barcelona Barcelona
Barcelona Barcelona
Viva
I had this perfect dream
Un sueño me envolvio
This dream was me and you
Tal vez estas aqui
I want all the world to see
Un instinto me guiaba
A miracle sensation
My guide and inspiration
Now my dream is slowly coming true

The wind is a gentle breeze
El me hablo de ti
The bells are ringing out
El canto vuela
They're calling us together
Guiding us forever
Wish my dream would never go away

Barcelona - It was the first time that we met
Barcelona - How can I forget
The moment that you stepped into the room you took my breath away
Barcelona - La musica vibra
Barcelona - Y ella nos unio
And if God willing we will meet again someday

Let the songs begin
Dejalo nacer
Let the music play
Make the voices sing
Nace un gran amor
Start the celebration
Ven a mi.... And cry
Grita...... Come alive
Vive.... And shake the foundations from the skies!!!!!!!!
Ah, Ah, Shaking all our lives

Barcelona - Such a beautiful horizon
Barcelona - Like a jewel in the sun
Por ti sere gaviota de tu bella mar
Barcelona - Suenan las campanas
Barcelona - Abre tus puertas al mundo
If God is willing
If God is willing
If God is willing
Friends until the end
Viva – Barcelona

PS: Visca Barcelona!!!!!!!

LoVe & PeAcE ...StOp ViOlEnCe!!!!

LoVe & PeAcE ...StOp ViOlEnCe!!!! "...we would stay and respond and expand and include and allow and forgive and
enjoy and evolve and discern and inquire and accept and admit and divulge and
open and reach out and speak up...we would share and listen and support and welcome be propelled by passion not invest in outcomes we would breathe and be charmed and amused by difference be gentle and make room for every emotion...we'd rise post-obstacle more defined more grateful we would heal be humbled and be unstoppable we'd hold close and let go and know when to do which we'd release and disarm and stand up and feel safe..."
I wish you all:
* FELICES PASCUAS
* BUONA PASQUA
* HAPPY EASTER
* FROHE OSTERN
* JOYEUSES PÂQUES
Love you all ...................

KiSS Me....

I am pretty OUT OF ME right now, I am not going to tell you what am I do (hehhe) so maybe I can regret what I write right now. This kind of unconscious it is good to express thing you don’t want or can’t or feel ashamed to say.
Right now I am thinking about have sex (huh) and with someone in special (huh) his name is (huh) NO WAY!! I am not going to write it. He knows…
Ok.. I’ll tell you that I return to my work after a lunch and I guess I drink too much wine, which I never do, so don’t take my words literally.
Last night I find myself searching for a trip to London (I start to think with my low head…oops I haven’t) and thank God I am a so-repressed woman than I decide to delete of my mind this kind of dangerous thoughts!!! Hahaha I am laughing of myself …so sad..
Let me tell you that a lunch with Cuban people can be dangerous, most if you don’t drink *blink*blink*.
I guess I am laughing because I wont cry anymore, so I have plans, but the bad part ca is I can’t do it by myself, always I need the other fucking *blooding * part forever …So be prepared, I am starting to lose my fear of bliss, my shyness and my repressive thoughts.
You have my mobile number no? Waiting…..A lots of kisses and hugs and e v e r y t h i n g !!!

UNINVITED

UNINVITED First time I heard this song I was *shocked* ... It is a sort of *orgasm*. Start with 4 piano notes and finish like an orchestra. I don t know if I said it but I am a **singer** and after a few years I took courage and record the song. Everytime I hear it I feel like I am beeing transportated to a beautiful and warm place pretty quiet BUT at same time I feel myself overwhelmed and I could (at finish)start to run without destination wanted to feel the wind on my face. I "INVITE" you all to hear it. Here is the lyric..
"Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepard meet shepard
But you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate ..."

Lyric by Alanis Nadine Morissette