Sexualize me

AnD I rEsIsT yOuR lOvE ...No MaTtEr HoW LoW oR HiGh I gO.....

She is baldly in love with him and now she can admit it. Before she couldn't because she was scared. She wants to have his mind for her and his body so deep inside of her. She can't wait anymore to feel and show him how much she loves him. She coulnt't stop fantazise to have him....
She would wait him to play dressed as a nurse because she knows he would love it, and soon as he open the door she would pretend she is a real nurse and ask him which part hurts.... to heal it. Then he would grab her from her shoulders make her put on her knees and pulling from her hair say out loud "here" pointing between his legs. Now he is the one with the power so she in a submissive role, being stripped of part of her dress and hearing how he order her to suck him , on her knees she put a little down his pants and start to suck... changing the rythm, putting all inside of her mouth and then just rolling her tongue around his penis... she also for the position rub it all over her breast as she look at him with an innocent look....She loves to watch his face enjoying......
Suddenly he stops her and ask her to sit in the border of the bed and push her to put her back down , then he tied her and put a black material which makes impossible to see anything. After doing it he open her legs and start to eat her pussy. She was paralized and can't see anything but was enjoying the way he was pleasuring her, but she wants to move and she can't , she wants to watch him fingering her, she only can hear naughty noises and her pleasure moans.
Now she is in charge, untied, no blindfold, she push him on the bed because she wanted to be penetrated, after play a few minutes playing with their tongues, she put it on him and with a sudden movement she had him all inside her, so she starts to go up and down, first low but always looking at his eyes, then faster, then again slow while he was rubbing her huge breast that he loves and can't help pulling her to him and start to give little bites to her nipples. So they change position, he put his body over her and putting up her legs penetrate her again deep as he could do it, with such a hard and fast movements that they can't avoid start screaming.
But wasn't enough..she wants to play doggie style, so she put on four and ask him to penetrate her alternating front and back, at the same time she was resting her head on the bed so she can touh her clit while she was being penetrated and slapped.
For any strange reason they were exhausted but they don't want to stop, they need to make it in all possible ways. He wanted to finish on her breast so soon as he feels he was comming he put on his knees and spread all his milk on and she could feel how hot it was dropping all over her .
After this intensive session they kissed and falled asleep cuddling for a few hours.......

I aM NoT sAdDeNeD aNd I dOn’T mIsS yOu cUz I hAvE mOvEd On ToO

Saturday 2.10 am – Barcelona. Mobile sounded and the conversation start

She: (watching the number & name on the screen) Hellooooooo What’s up?
He: Are you alone?
She: ..................
He: I want to be with you .... I decide I want to be with you....
She: Icy silence again.
He: Are you there? I take my decision, I want to give you all that you need
She: (with attitude) Wait wait wait .... Do you decide? Do you want? What about me?
He: I know you want me , you love me, you need me .... Tomorrow if you say yes I am going to be there!
She: (amazed by the sentence) just could click on red button.

Too late. Too authoritarian for her. She wasn’t alone anymore. Her heart, her soul, her body were with other man. Her mind just can think about him, has not place for any other man in her life. She was being sexualised, thinking of him and all the naughty positions, everything what her wanted to do to him and with him. She only was focused in have him . She wanted to have him up and down, front and back of her. She was thinking in giving him the best oral sex he could experienced in his life and watch his non-stop pleasure face, she wanted to hear him moaning , wanted to whispering him how much she wanted to be penetrated, how much she wanted to be dirty talked, slapped, how much lust he awake in her.

The mobile keep ringing for almost an hour, but he could not disperse her, her mind was flying away and her body was in other arms. So she never answered again. She was living such a pleasure, so deserved , so kept for the special man, so magical...

“ I’ am not needy
I don’t clingy much
I am not scared
I’ am not afraid as such
I’ am not dependent
Rock solid stays in touch.....” *

PS: And fucked with love for now =)

* Doth I protest too much lyrics by Alanis Morissette

So MuCh EnErGy To PrOvE tO yOu I'm NoT wHo YoU hAtE fOr Me To Be

I wonder why you hate my outgoing way to explain my sexual life when you really know how I am. Am I being lately more sexual teaser? Pity could be a real one-active-sexual-non-teaser. Why are you mad at me? I think you was afraid of me and our intimacy, maybe you think you wont be able to pleasure me, do you think that sexualise me was not possible for you. Maybe you are so-right....
That is why you always talk about former relationships like sex in them where a kind of heaven but when you have to show me “heaven” you just hide (Hide Park huh?) and didn’t say a word. “...You're unsure and you're not ready so that must mean I want you...” . I see you like a frustrated football player (we share this passion, and almost teams, well some of them), the one who wants to reach the goal but when has the possibility to do it just missed the opportunity in a silly and inexplicable way. You know when the whole people in the stadium hold their heads and make UHHHHHHHHH !!!!!! and then start to insult you because they can not believe it...
I have to recognise that I am so simply & complicated sexually. Well OK maybe your right also I am just simply because I want you but you know you have to work hard with me. This doggy position I love, the “order” use all your parts (p*, hands, tongue, skin) and also all my parts (holes ..whatever) talk to me dirty (don not care the language I will understand you), slap me not too soft, not too hard, kiss me, lick me, lets play naughty nurses or use an uniform (anyway I will take it off of you whit my teeth) let me taste every single part of you... Is this so difficult for you to do? My doubt is you don’t want or you can’t? Don’t hide “park” anymore behind your shyness, does not work anymore. Stop talking about your former sexual relationships whit me because I start to doubt about them.
Anyway I would love to share more than sex with you, the caresses, the walks, the beauty silences, the looks, the language-miles distance-mind gap (or mind the gap?¿??¿?¿ huh again) can not separate us. I love the way you love me, just let me show you and makes you experience my love for you.

“...I don't want to be your other half I believe that 1 and 1 make 2...
I don't want to be your idol see this pedestal is high and I'm afraid of heights
I don't want to be a bandage if the wound is not mine ...” *

“...Out on the wiley, windy moors We'd roll and fall in green. You had a temper like my jealousy: Too hot, too greedy. How could you leave me, When I needed to possess you? I hated you. I loved you too... Ooh! Let me have it. Let me grab your soul away. Let me have it. Let me grab your soul away. You know it's me—CaREN...” **

*Not the Doctor lyrics by Alanis Morissette
** Whutering Heights (changed Cathy to CaREN... not allowed to change Heathcliff for his real name and so respectful with it...) YOU SHOULD LOVE ME SILLY AND SHOW IT!!!!

SeX, tHaNk GoD wE dOn’T nEeD dRuGs AnD RoCk n’ RoLl

I wonder how can two “normal” girls (at first sight) can be and act in so crazy way. Everyday with my friend Marta we go to some place to get lunch, can be her house or a restaurant, whatever . The other day we found a “fellatio song” Yes you read it OK... We were in the car, she was driving and they play on the radio a Kylie Minogue song (sorry don’t know if is right spelled) I can’t get you out of my head... and we start to make a sort of sexual karaoke pretending to sing like if we were giving oral sex. Can you get the pic? We both like having penis in our hands, singing the song out loud and making naughty faces. And as always we forgot about the people around......
Of course everytime we are in the car we put the radio on trying to find some fellatio song and all songs match to do it. Geeeeee you have to see Marta performing! OH MY GOD!!! She is lovely! As we were searching for another song the radio station start to play Classic Music.... oh my ..... our tongues moving like instruments, was so f*cking funny!!!! But the craziest part is that we thought about performing this kind of things on clubs !!!!! And we were serious about this..
I guess she is having too much sex and I am having NO SEX at all , so we balance our sex lives doing this kind of crazy things. She is so-inhibited to have sex and I am exactly the opposite. I can speak by myself of course, but I never conceived sex without any other attraction that physical. I always needed to feel something more than this.
Now I am in the stage I want to make naughty things but I am so picky at same time...... I guess I haven’t sex since long time ago that I can consider myself virgin again!!!!!!!! XDDDD.... Am I laughing, don’t supposed to be crying????
Well sex never was the most important thing in my life, but considering the long time I don’t have it (well I have it often with my hands...is this sex???) I wouldn’t mind to have it with one....two.... three... ten.... Oh oh ... I have to start to think seriously about having it .....XDDDD

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I DoN’t WaNt AnYbOdY eLsE ...WhEn I ThInK aBoUt YoU I tOuCh MySeLf

Spring time seems to bring again winds of sexual feelings... Don’t you feel this warm....hot wind coming right to you??? I do.
The possibility of exploring kinks with a new partner? An strange one? Who wants now with this HOT AIR WHICH SPRING BRINGS be romantic. NO WAY. We feel we want to be kinky and obscene (CaREN thoughts OK?)
Role playing mMmMmMm ..Want to play naughty nurses? Of course you do XD. Actually I am playing the role but in a virtual community which helps me a lot to open myself and begin to be a naughty nurse in real life.
I have to say in bed I consider myself as dominant but I really want to experience the submissive role, not absolutely , I love to have at least a little bit of control. I have to trust you so much to give you the entire power. And if I trust you feel free to use handcuff, and blindfolds with me. Oops I love to be tied and tied. Always in a smooth way.
In a sexual relationship can’t miss dirty talks (if you don’t talk dirty to me please put your clothes on and get out!!!) , sexual sounds (don’t be disgusting please), slap my ass but not too damn hard or I will turn around and slap your face ha ha ha....
MMM What about a teasing touch somewhere public, PUBLIC PLACES.... OK all we do things at beach, a plane, a square, a car, these are pretty normal “outdoor places” to me (outdoor = not our bored bedrooms , that is the sort of thing I mean) . I guess I prefer to relate outdoors with exhibitionism. I mean I want to be watched.
I am a Tongue play addict, I just love to play with my tongue, I do not conceive a sexual act without it, to lick with slow and rapid movements, suck everything , taste every part, and put it hard and penetrate a man with it is for me such a pleasure, and of course “Anal play definitely...” with fingers, tongue, dick, or whatever you have in your hand ........
Talking about limits...Actually I have plenty of limits, I can play and I love to with borderline but I can't think of anything that would make me bleed or practise watersports on me NO PAIN, NO SKIN MARKS, NO PEE please!!!!!.
I just love spring time...don’t you?

PS: *Andrew* want to play naughty nurses with me??? I don't want anybody else when I think about you I touch myself !!!!!!

SeXuAl iNsAnE cOnVeRsAtIoN

Today I had a lunch with 2 girls. My friend M. and another girl. We went to a really nice Restaurant and we start to speak about fantasies and things that really did in real life. Was incredible because we forgot about the other people and our topics were so ..so....incredible!!!!
M. was asking to G. If she did it by the back door (M. never did it SHE IS AN ASS VIRGIN....she is losing a really good thing) and if she swallow (depends on her mood ¿¿??). Can you get the picture....three young woman in a fancy restaurant speaking about “my boyfriend loves to cum on my face” hahahaha really amazing I know. And M likes to use toys, and G. Said something so-right. If two adult people enjoy and agree nothing is prohibited or disgusting. So you put your limits. And all this because M and I watch an amateur picture and we both got excited. (By the way I download the pic shhhhh )
Have to say that I discover I am a I'm a fan of the adult amateur porn in all its many forms. Never practised, but is one of this things you want to do (or me !!!). And I am sure I would love it. Cause real people looks most of the time sexier , it the real thing. Bondage, fetishes, handcuff, tied, biting, erotica, bodyart, submission, power-control , blindfolds (leather ones lol)........ and I can write a book here. Everything for a picture....

Anyway so many things to do and no one to make it with =) Too much information ...... must stop!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS. I can’t post the pic hehehhe

TwIsTeD BrAiN ...EnJoY yOuR bOdIeS .....

WARNING: susceptible people can feel offend by such a topic. If you suffer close-minded illness or you are sexual-conservative PLEASE DO NOT READ.

OK now I can write freely about female masturbation. OH my... For men is something natural, it is like if you at the age of 12 years old don’t masturbate yourself you are a weird guy. Also exists a kind of “masturbation party” like a pyjama’s party. Guys together masturbating one in front of each other, betting how far their shoots arrive, or how big their penis are. Also lying about sexual relationship they never had. (just for the record).
But a woman masturbation was always a taboo no one in your family was proud if you “a girl” at the age of 12 known how to do it or what it is ... And how to learn it if nobody talks about it. When guys were in their “masturbation party” we were in our pyjama’s one. It is not that I am saying “mothers of the world” teach you daughter to masturbate. NO. Not saying neither “hey girls lets masturbate all together”. I am just wondering why we can masturbate us and say it without someone look at you thinking SLUT.
OK so I am a such a SLUT hahaahha ..... I like masturbation, I enjoy masturbating myself, I consider that masturbation helps you to learn about your body and you “G” points, making your sexual life real better. So forget all you about the myth, we woman enjoy it and do it less often then men do.....
You can use a lot of things, toys, whatever you want but personally I think “hand made” things are better. But never reject other possibilities...
So I will keep exploring my body and enjoying it. And now I have to stop writing because I have a hand-hard work to do..... XDDDDD