HoW tO kEeP sMiLiNg WhEn YoU aRe ThInKiNg Of KiLlInG yOuRsElF?

I wish I can hunt the hunter. I wish I can stop feeling this headache. I wish I can change my mind just to match with you all. I wish I can receive a message from you. I wish I can take at least one good decision. I wish I can kill the killer. I wish I can handle it. I wish this would end.
I dont want to be with this anger. I dont want to suffer this fight-or-fight reactions. I dont want to be my biggest enemy. I dont want to hear excuses. I dont want to take care of all. I dont want to receive advises. I dont want to suffer insomnia and be awake all night long. I dont want to be a passive listener. I dont want to talk. I dont want to worry about everything.
"You are never given a wish without also being given the power to make it come true. You may have to work for it, however."
PS: SOS
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